एकांत

 



हम जब भी मिले, लोगों से घिरे मिले

पर, आज सन्नाटा और अथाह वक्त का सागर 

अचानक से आज मिलों की दूरियां

सिमट के कुछ कदमों तक आ गई हैं।

खिड़कियों से आती हवाओं ने

उनके बालों को चहरे पर लटका दिया है,

और उनके पास से आ रहे खुशबू से

सारा कमरा महक रहा है।

घड़ी की टिक-टिक 

दिल की धड़कनों से ताल मिलाते हुए 

कदमताल कर रही हैं।

कमरा धीरे-धीरे फूलों के 

बागीचे जैसा महसूस हो रहा है।

हम पहली बार एकांत में मिल रहे है।




बात




मैं आपसे कभी मिली नहीं
और मिलने से पहले 
मैं कुछ अपने बारे में बताना चाहती हूं।
जैसी आपको तस्वीर दिखाई गई है,
मैं वैसी नहीं हूं।
मेरा रंग गोरा नहीं है।
मेरी हाईट भी ६ नहीं है,
उस तस्वीर में मैने हिल पहनी है।
और सबसे जरूरी बात 
मेरी जो आंखे आप देख रहे है
वो वैसी नहीं है।
दिखता तो है मुझे, पर 
काला गोला बराबर नहीं है
मेरी आंखों में।
मैं बस एक जगह टिक के
देख रही थी।
आप अभी भी मुझसे मिलेंगे ?

CHANGE

 



"Cleanness" word strikes a very clear picture of a clean and well-maintained area but, what if I have to clean the place? Especially outside my house. This is the question I never thought about in my life. How can I clean outside my house? There are people assigned for the cleanness drive and they get paid also so, why I should join? These are the few questions that I always encountered whenever I talked to myself about cleanness. 

Today I did this. Yes, the cleanness drive, organized by the NGO BHUMI and, the place chosen was GANDHI MAIDAN. Before entering the Gandhi Madain I was thinking of packets of chips and kurkure and biscuits wrappers that I am going to collect but, I was shocked when I found mostly means 90% packets of gutka and rajnigandha, cigarettes, panbahar and so on. I do not know the people of my city. I literally do not. And I realized it today. The waste that I collected today showed the people that used to visit the place. I am not saying there are not good people but I have thought of the world as a much cleaner place.

 In the beginning two boys came and said -"Aap ye kyu kr rahe hai laeye hum kar dete hai".

I said - "Aaj mera  kaam hai  mujhe karne degeye , thank you".

I am happy they asked. 

Reading something is easy and doing it practically is difficult. Let me tell you it's more difficult.  

When I have collected the torn packets around the benches and moved on, a man spit in front of me. I didn't say anything. But yes I was not expecting this. Some helped us, some turned their faces, some said they are from school for some task. There were a few boys who were laughing. I don't know where the youth are going and especially in Bihar. Maybe I was feeling uncomfortable because I was not prepared for those expressions and weird gestures. 

There was a sweet little girl who gave me a burned firecracker and said - "De ye udhar tha".

There was one little boy also named Sunny who helped us throughout the drive. He was sweet. His smile was a gem. God bless him. 

With all the sweet and sour memories that I have made the one thing, I will remember in my life is to not feel demotivated and uncomfortable. Even the small step makes the difference. 

(We have collected around 32 kgs of wastes.)

CHANGE IS A PROCESS, NOT AN EVENT.